I did fell asleep

I fell asleep around 6 am, right after I give her a wake up call like I usually do and woke up at 7.15 am on the same day. Headache, muscle pain, etc... you name it, I got it at the same time. I can barely walk straight. Luckily my brain did function properly during my Language Enrichment (BEL401) test. Got 26 out of 30 questions, very typical of me... so do take note; no brain damage if you sleep for only an hour...

I am not asleep yet

Yup, I'm not going to sleep for real... The only thing that is running through my mind right now is SHE. I never felt this way before. Is it guilt? Why does is hurt so much? Am I a jerk? Why are these bloody questions are floating in my mind right now? Does anybody know how to make it disappear? When will it ends? Why there are so many questions?

Okay, enough with those crap for a while. It's 4.24 am (at the time I wrote this). I am tired, but I can't fall asleep. I'm sure I don't have sleeping problem. I used to sleep anywhere and any time I want. Damn, I'm starting to talk bout more crap... I'm sure my brain has stop functioning correctly...

Still can't sleep

Since I got the whole night, I decided to change the header picture... it's Kristen Jaymes Stewart (yup that's her full name) and Robert Thomas Pattison (again, his full name). I put their picture not only because I'm their fan, but also because they are wearing sneakers (which I assume Converse; Kristen's favourite shoes). Aren't they cute and adorable?

I can't sleep

Every time I close my eyes I see her. I see her crying. I try to comfort her, but she shout at me "GO AWAY!!". Now I can't sleep... I don't want to sleep. I don't want to see her crying!! I don't want to hear her shouting! 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But I don't want she to read this....

We are humans

We humans always wanted to be like superhero, while superheroes wanted to be human. My favourite superhero is Superman. Not because of his strength, but his way if seeing us human. His view of human is Clark Kent; weak, naive, and unreliable. Unlike Batman, Spider-man, and the others, Superman is not a human, so Clark Kent is what he sees in humans. Are we weak, naive, and unreliable??

Welcome Dear Pretty Visitors...

1st post....for this blog. I had several blogs before... but thing got complicated, and the next thing I knew I'm creating a new blog. So not so a little intro bout myself then..

I'm just your typical Malay guy that you can find everyday on the street. Except that I don't really look like Malay, instead I look like a Chinese guy. I love to curse once in awhile... well everybody curse now and then right? My BMI is under-weight!! I'm currently trying to gain weight, which is not a success. My laptop is fill with games; Swat 4, Silent Hill 4, Warcraft 3, Need For Speed Carbon, etc... I guess you get the point. I prefer download whole album instead of a song... less hassle. The volume of my voice is quite low since I hate when people shout at me, so I don't want to shout at other. I love chocolate, the colour purple, typo, and cute things. I guess that's it for now, can't tell you everything in one bloody post. Why? It's my bloody blog, that's why...