Onions make my stomach feels strange

The fact that I have to work on the first day of Eid is sucks. The new part-timers at my work place tend to delay their jobs, making things moving very slow in the shop. Hence, making the shop look full and busy. It is good, but at the same time it’s hard for me to do other chores if there is too many customers to be served.

Tonight I didn’t went back directly to home from work, instead I decided to take a “tour” to some of the homes of my ex-girlfriends. I don’t know why suddenly I remembered them (which I am sure they don’t give a damn about me anymore). I end up being almost all around Shah Alam area.

Long distance relationship… I have been in one for almost 10 years. All of my “near” distance relationship didn’t work out… they all end less than a year. Have I been cursed? Maybe. But I don’t give a bloody damn bout it anyway. It teach me to be a smarter and better man. A man that can take everything and give everything without losing anything. A man that can endure hell on earth and spreads heaven to those he loves and cares.

I need a time out…

Working is starting to take it’s toll on me. I’m becoming easily tired and irritated too. I am thinking of continuing my study… I was thinking either photography or culinary art. Hahaha… yeah, still love making foods even though I prefer them staying in my stomach. I was thinking of quitting on November… at first I thought of December but then my friend said I might get my December’s salary late since the management need to do all those things to “roll things up” for 2011….

And it continues

It is interesting meeting different people everyday. Some are strange, some are just normal, some are in between.

I’m currently at McD Sunway… there will be a modelling competition held at the ice rink soon… yeah THE ice rink… there’s already a catwalk runway and they are currently doing some sound check which is quiet noisy…. Enough of that anyway… they are just doing their jobs.

And half a million question that I will never answer; when are you going to continue your study? One thing for certain; NOT NOW.

 

 

 

P/S: my mom’s old Perodua Kancil car can still go 120KM/H…

P/S: half a million question (it’s a question that cost half a million dollar, not the 500,000th question…)

P/S: McD’s light coke taste different compared to the light coke from the can…

P/S: the only reason I online using McD’s wifi is because my internet at home is having some major problems…

P/S: I love you~ |^_^|

Deep inside, I am just a human after all.

“Do you really love her?” my twinny asked me.

The question actually makes me wonder, do I even believe in love anymore? I realised that there is no more pain in my chest, but it is hollow. Have I got over J? If I have, why there is a f-ing hole in my chest?

People say that a good-looking guy can always get the girls easily. Not in my case though… I got Chinese look… Malay girls won’t approach me because of my look, Chinese girls won’t approach me because they know that I’m Malay (I can’t speak Mandarin or Cantonese). Strange how the world works… change my case into a girl and the girl easily attract both Malay and Chinese guys. I know that I don’t have that friendly looks all the time. I just don’t get it anymore. What does a girl really want from a guy?

I just wish that I have a time machine… I don’t want to go to the past and reset it, I want to go to the future and see who will be at my side.

I wonder why.

Okay, the title doesn't has anything to do with the Lemon Tree song what so ever~

It has been almost two months since I started working. It's at this stage only I feel exhausted due to working.
I spend almost whole of my off day sleeping... and even that is tiring....
If my parents know bout this, I'm sure they will ask me to just quit the job and get another job nearer to our house.
But whatever happen, I'll stick to my current job. I love what I do, and that's all I need. (^_^)